Dear GOD :)

Dear GOD, can You give me one more chance? just the one GOD.. 
I wanna come back to the past, I wanna do my best for my parents .. I don't know what's Your decree for me..
Every night, I study, study and study.. And I never cared about my healthy.. But I still don't know, what was happened? My report..
I don't know, wheter I will get a chance for SNMPTN Undangan?
I really don't know.. Even if I study hard, everything is same..
I am so dissapointed, why? why? and why?
They can do everything.. and I can't!
They're cheating by phone or on the little paper.. And I'm not! 
I'm too scared to do that.!


You know what? I always be the top 10 on my class since I was in elementary school.
But, when I was in high scool, everything was changed.!
I don't know, I am so hopeless.. I can't stop crying and praying..
What will happen with my dream? will my dreams shattered?
or I just be a loser? a stupid girl? or I will lost my friends?
How could it happen to me?
GOD, please... give me one more chance.. only one .. just only one...


I just wanna make my mom, dad, and granny happy :)