Untittled again -____-'

I don't know.. I'm not beautiful, I'm not feminin, I'm not smart and I'm not rich.. I just an ordinary girl.. Even, They're smart, beautiful, and perfect.. They have all that I don't have.. Rich, glory, great carrier. I don't know, how I could be like their..? There's no special in my life.. When I try to be like their, I feel like stupid duck, that try to be a beauty swan.. Like weird girl. . I couldn't blame God. It's all God's decree for me.. I never told some one about all my matter.. I only tell to God, when I pray.. I love my life, I accept all things that God've given to me in my life.. And I always be a tomboy girl.. Be a good daughter to my fam, with my own way.. I love You God.